.maybe.

Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. 

Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it,but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. 

 Maybe .. . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches.

Maybe . . you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy. 

Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. 

Maybe .. . . the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 

Maybe . . . happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives. 

Maybe . . you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone. 

Maybe . . . there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more..

Maybe  giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but, if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours. 

Maybe .. . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go,

be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance 

to do all the things you dream of, and what you want to do. 

* thanks a lot to my dear friend, Nancy. I got this from you. Reading this, I feel that it is so much related to what I've been through lately.*

I don't even know where to start, nor what to say. hmm.. *sigh*

9 years already! phew~! time flies fast huh?.. it is.

A fairytale ending is everyone's dream of having a happy-ever-after-life. That includes me. But, there's a saying that, we can only plan, and God is the one who will decides.

Years after years, those fairytale that I wanted so much, went missing  just like that. I can't help but to grieve and felt so sorry for myself of being unable to experience such amazing moments. But then, there goes the saying that everything happens for a reason. When I look back at it, ya. It's true. God has his own special plan for each of us.

Earlier, I admit, I'm not so sure whether I've made the right decision or not. At one moment, I regret them so bad up to the stage that I'm willing to do what ever it takes to make things right. But. I guess, I'm too late and I have to live with that regrets.

Each moments passes and I grew stronger each day. Thanks to you Lord, my family and friends, who has always been there for me. I no longer feel the regrets and burden inside but ended up in feeling so grateful. In short, I'm living my life to the fullest.

.missing you 3.0..windyred.