Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Amazing 2013. :)

Last day of the year and I just feel the need to blog. Before the year end. Hihi.

2013 had been a great year as it is  actually the beginning of my career.

Well, of course la, it wasn't always all the good things happened, but still, I am indeed grateful. This is because, I did learn a  lot. When saying beginning of my career, it's not merely the beginning of being an OT, but the beginning of being a total grown up woman - relationships with your colleagues, students, friends, family ; spending and making time for your family and friends; dealing with conflicts and issues especially when it is related to works, and commitments. (I think there's a lot more to that, but for now that's all I have. Hee)

There's this saying that -  It's funny how someone who was just a stranger last year, can mean so much to you. It's terrible how someone who meant so much to you last year can be just a stranger now. It's amazing what a year can do to your life. 

Truly amazing what a year can do to you. I did experience this. Both of it actually. Hehe. Someone new that means so much to me and ya, a stranger now. Phew. But, I did hear this - Someone is leaving you because someone new is coming. So, thank you Lord. All are blessings . :)

On a different note, 2013 has been a, so unexpected year for me. This is because, I've done things that way out of my check list ( imaginary check list la. Haha). In other words, exploring or slowly getting out of my comfort zone and I like it! :)

Firstly, I have never thought of climbing mount Kinabalu. But, when my colleague asked me if I wanted to join her, I said yes. Haha. ( In mind, "bila lagi mo try") Thanked God. I'm a first timer and not fully prepared for the climb (in terms of exercise + fitness), I did get to the top, I mean, I reached the peak. Haha. Not bad ba kan for a first timer + jarang-jarang exercise punya orang. Haha. Again.

Secondly, since I'm still new in this career world, I have not think of going travelling. Ya la, financial not yet stable ( kunun) and I was like, one week ba tu. The boss may be a bit reluctant to just let you go for a week kan. Initially, yes. Memang reluctant. Hehe.Read this.

Being able to slowly getting out from my comfort zone, making me feel like - Yah, I should go for more adventures! Hehe. Hopefully.

Missed opportunities. - One of my down moments. But, I always remind myself that God has the best plans for me and everything happens for a reason. I may not know it now, but soon. Yeah. Soon.

All in all, 2013 has been amazing for me. I'm in a new world ( working), met many new people and became friends, and being able to fully know more about being me. Thank you 2013. Above all, Thank you Lord. Every little things happen this year are all your countless blessings for me.

Yes, 2014 for more adventures to come! :)
If last year, or last, last year, I said that I was quite blur with my new year's resolution - fear not, as for this coming 2014, I do have one. Not one, more than one actually. Haha. Hopefully, I would be able to make it work.

Being a better me - Ya, I would love to continue on doing that. Hehe.

Well, what's your plan for tonight ? Hehe. Anyway, Happy New Year in  advance ! Wishing you guys have a blessed 2014.

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Blue Christmas

Merry Christmas. Hopefully, you guys did have a blessed and wonderful christmas with your loved ones. :)

*Still christmas ba kan? Hehe*

Well, christmas should be a happy time. I mean, of course it would be happy - new attire, meeting and catching up with long lost family members or friends, public holiday and above all, it's the celebration of our Lord Jesus Christ. Kan ?

I was expecting that too. But, to fail attempt this year. Comparing last year's christmas, I like it waaaaay better than this year.

Tambah-tambah lagi, homili si paado - " Ini bukan krismas kalau kita tidak rasa gembira yang gembira betul-betul". So, it wasn't christmas for me, I guess. Hmm.

Why is that ?

Hmm. Where to start ?

I'm not sure what the heck happened to me this year, but I honestly didn't feel those christmas aura coming. Probably because I'm still working on a December month? Nahh, I guess not. Didn't follow carolling this year? Surely, not that one too. Pheww - no idea.

Then, hearing a not-so-good information ( buli la cakap information) - yang bikin emotional breakdown betul ni. Well, I'm still in that state but much better-lah. But, it do changes me a bit and someone noticed it. Huhu.

Next, some conflicts or issues. Mostly, it's my fault lah. I admit it. I just couldn't really commit myself on doing it and I could feel that they were kinda disappointed with my performance. What to do. Phew.

My blue christmas made me think a lot actually. Hopefully, I would be able to work on it.

Anyway, please don't be disrupted with my blue mood for christmas. It's always your own choice of how you want your christmas to be. Happy christmas -either you live it or leave it. This time, I choose to be blue and leave all those happy buttons that I should be wearing on this holy season.

On a different note, drive safe, k? Enjoy your christmas and ya, new year celebration maybe.? Haha. 
Take care. ;)