Monday, October 31, 2011

The Journey Alone.!

Saya memang suda laaaaaamaaaa ni mo pigi tingu wayang. Tapi, ada saja aral melintang. Fuhh!~

Then, one of my friend ni, dia cakap " pigi tingu real steel". siok o. ni la 1st time saya bla bla bla... ". begitu la yang si kawan tu bilang.

Jadi, saya pun apa lagi kan. Plan la ni mo pigi tingu itu muvie sama housemate.Sekali kunun, suda pula dorang pigi tingu time Friday punya break (kan Friday punya lunch break lama sikit). Jadi saya pun kempunan la menonton ini muvie.

Itu yang 2 weeks before la. Desire mo tingu muvie masi kuat ni. Tapi, teda kawan mo p tingu and teda masa. *kunun la*

So, ini hari, since saya free and blur2 ( will be continued for the whole week. duh!) saya pun cuci2 mata la web GSC. nah.! ko tingu. ko tingu apa saya nampak!

ni la muvie 1st yang saya tingu secara solo!:)

Ini la yang saya nampak. Search la dulu kunun ni di GSC. ala, suma petang or malam. X la mau kalau lambat sangat kan. Saya pun search di TGV. Adaaaaaaa! Jam 12.10 punya show. Time saya tingu ni jam 10.49 am. Apa lagi, belari2 la ni kc siap2 diri + lunch siap2 dari rumah.

Mula2 tu plan la macam ni. lepas siap tingu ni muvie, lari pigi TS la. sambung tingu Real Steel. Skali tingu, mana kan ada begitu, x larat sd meningu another muvie. Apa kan lagi kalau solo2 + lowong2 kan. hoho. Tp ada juga la pigi TS. Mo mencari wedges kunu,tapi teda yang menarik hati. *aiseh!*

Ni muvie comedy. Walaupun, tidak banyak saya ketawa2, tapi saya enjoy la tingu ni muvie. Sweet la ni Chris Evans. Yeah! Mo kasi jadi buipren suda dia ni. hoho.!

ni la c Chris Evans. Chhooooooomeeel kannn! plus encem.! hohoho.

Uish. Kalau ada yang mo pigi tingu lagi , saya maaaaauuuuu ja pigi tingu. 2nd round pun buli.!
*happy mode*

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Sun - Day!!

oh, it's Sunday! hoho. FYI, I went aerobic this morning. awesome feeling! let's do that again next week. heee~

went through a friend's tumblr and get inspired by those pictures. So , let me share some of them here .

enjoy! ;)

Friday, October 28, 2011

confession of a broken heart. *erk??*

I used to be fond of Lindsay Lohan and to be honest with you guys, deep down inside, I still do. *laugh*
Confession of a broken heart is one of her songs actually.  I miss listening to her! ( I bought her first album and I have no idea where did I put it. hmm~)

Actually, I have no idea what to write on this entri. I just feel the urge to spill out some things which I still haven't figured out yet.

Okay, done thinking! :)

After series of  'neglect' incidents, I tend to not put hope nor high expectation on something. I know, it sounded weird and lame but it's just like a protective / defensive mechanism I have. In short, afraid of the outcomes.

I've been through those moments when I put my hope so much but it turns out to be not the way I wanted - it hurts and take some times for me to move on. I kinda, feeling tired and to be exact, not to expect again because I don't want to go through the same old path again.

But I did once again. This time, not that bad compare to the previous incidents ( previous incidents - still hurt a bit but it's okay). Plus, I've prepared myself a bit. :)

It's a little bit different this time. At first I wasn't expecting anything, but from my point of view, this so-called -thing always gives a positive response, so I was like maybe, I could count on this one. But, no. It's been a year and nothing changes. I always thought that there was something special, but it isn't. It's frustrating actually. I've been dropping so many hints and yet still left hanging.

I am done waiting. I have done enough. I will no longer held up my expectation for you, so-called-thing. Dear Lord, give me courage and stronger heart to deal with this. Amen.

Friday, October 21, 2011

it's friday!

yeay! it's friday. my favourite day of the week because, I got the day off! weeehuu!

FYI, it's been a month , doing my clinical posting in neuro! yeah, I did learn a lot and found out recently that I'm not really into stroke. huhu :(. Not to say that I hate stroke people or what, but I kinda blur when it comes to this. Hopefully I grow love on stroke. Amen.! But still, I learnt a a lot. If before this, when it comes to neuro, I only think of stroke and TBI, but actually there's a lot more. One month in neuro, I've seen cases like multiple sclerosis, guillain-barre syndrome, chronic inlammatory demyelinating polyneuropathy (which was my case study!interesting!) and I think much more but forget the others. (astaga! hoho)

I was in a terrible headache last night. Don't know why :(. I've tried distracting myself by doing other things but it's still hurts. Feels like pricking, throbbing and of course , terrible. I've swallowed paracetamol and still feeling the same. Trying to sleep on it but ended up tossing and turning on the bed. huhu.:( At last, I decided to just force myself to sleep and thanks God, finally I was asleep.

Feel much better then after that. :)

Few days before, I feel like talking to someone. Just a chit chat maybe. Honestly telling, my phone is really in a 'bobou' condition right now. haha! it may seems frustrating sometimes but in the end I find it funny. :)))  People may find it hard to believe when I say my phone is 'bobou' - like, seriously, this is what I'm in now. 

Never mind, I'm still alive. hoho!

You didn't miss me at all? hmm. Ok then. :(

Happy weekend everyone. Have a nice one! :)

Saturday, October 15, 2011

lonely and bored weekend.

it's saturday nite!  I am looking forward pn to every weekend. but this weekend feels a little bit lonely and bored although my day was fully occupied today. phew!

morning till afternoon - interaction day
afternoon till evening - outing
evening - sunset mass

now, a little bit free. but free2 pn felt bored and lonely. aaarh. what to do? :(

Thursday, October 13, 2011

The Best Moments In Life ♥

I was going through the stuffs in my room today and found out this laminated red + yellow paper ;


1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing till your stomach hurts.

3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.

4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.

5. Going to sleep, listening to the rain pouring outside.

6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm, fuzzy towel.

7. Passing your final exams with good grades.

8. Being part of an interesting conversation.

9. Finding some money in some old pants.

10. Laughing at yourself.

11. Sharing a wonderful dinner with all your friends.

12. Laughing without a reason.

13. "Accidentally" hearing someone say something good about you.

14. Watching the sunset.

15. Listening to a song that that reminds you of an important person in your life.

16. Receiving or giving your first kiss.

17. Feeling this movement in your body when seeing this "special" someone.

18. Having a great time with your friends.

19. Seeing the one you love happy.

20. Wearing the shirt of a person you love and smelling his / her perfume.

21. Visiting an old friend of yours and remembering great memories.

22. Hearing someone telling you " I LOVE YOU"

 Have a wonderful day guys! (^_~)


aaaaaaah! felt so much better. One presentation is done already. *Thank God!*

It's the 3rd week of posting already! wah! time do fly fast eh. Soon, it'll be 3 months sda. looking forward though. hehe.!

I didnt get enough rest for this week, I think. It' because, I'm busy preparing for my case study presentation. Once again, thank God, it's over. But, there are 2 more comings. Hopefully, the other 2 would be much better . Amen. 

Okay, off for some work to do.! have a fun weekend everyone. :)

Monday, October 10, 2011

entri bersahaja.

walaupun bz bt case study, but I suddenly feel the urge to spill out some things. hoho.

first of all, i've dropped too many hints, and yet you don't get it or maybe you're not interested. never mind then. i won't disturb you. ( i try la ye. heeeee~)

ok. off now. case study mode. :)

Saturday, October 8, 2011

posting lagi! ;)

Hullo peeps!

* jam menunjukkan few minutes after 12 already and here I am, still wide awake. ( sbb td ptg sda tidur! hoho)

It's been about 2 weeks - la, I think, haven't scribbling into this inside story of mine. *my apology, guys*

Currently, I'm doing my clinical posting. Once again, in HKL. I guess, I was fated to be with HKL. hoho!For this time, I'll be doing neurology, medical and geriatric areas. So, overall, it would take about 11 weeks with 3-4 weeks for each area.

First four weeks, I'm doing my clinical placement on neurology area, 2 weeks in patient and the other 2 weeks out patient.

Overall I conclude, for this 2 weeks neuro in patient, I learnt a lot. ( except for the splinting part - still lacking the skills).

Neurology is something related to our  nerves and nervous system, either the brain or spinal cord. So, mostly, during this 2 weeks, I've seen so many cases with traumatic brain injury, stroke, brain or spinal cord tumor and disease related with nerves. Awesome experience! ;)

I'm sure all of you knows that this nerves and nervous system is the plays important role (role? hoho) in our body especially the brain, who controls everything. So, you see, your head aka your brain is the most precious asset in your body. :)

It's kinda heart throbbing seeing all the patients who were previously soo healthy, suddenly lying vegetative on the bed.. some were unconscious with all the wires attached to their body. :(

Just to share some tips here , just in case you have your family members or friends who has been through this kinda situation, especially yang unconscious ( sorry, bukan mo minta2 this things happens to our loved ones, but always be prepared -lah!).

Let's just say, it's a he. Just because, he is unconscious, doesn't mean that he can't feel or hear his surroundings. Family members or friends should always give stimulation to him. For example like, talk to him. Tell him where is he now, what the day is it now. In short, orientate him. Share with him everything, how's your day has been or maybe moments that you've shared together.

Let him listen to his favourite songs ( but not for too long la, nti tmbh confuse orang.hihi) or maybe let him sniff his perfume or something that he's used too.

Besides that, moves his limbs. This will also stimulate him and of course to prevent these limbs from becoming stiff that will lead to contracture. Translation - kasi exercise la tangan2 n kaki2 dia, kc guyang2 spy x karas.

Got this one patient.  Early symptoms, fatigue, dizziness - something like that lah. Found out that actually, he was diagnosed with meningitis.Seeing his condition now, I just couldn't believe that he used to be such a healthy person. 

Then, it strikes me right  in the heart. We, the allied health team, always deal with so many types of patient. So, the risk of being infected is also high. (For the patient, I don't know what is the underlying causes). Suddenly, I felt so nervous now that I'm having this mucus in my nose.I have this silly thoughts running on my mind. (shhhhuuuhh, palis2.) 

Dear colleagues, be extra careful while dealing and handling patients. Wear gloves, mask or apron if you need to and the most important one is, don't forget to WASH YOUR HANDS!

Mr Brain : Take a good care of me! :)

So friends, be careful on what everything you do. Take a good care of yourself. Hope you guys have a nice days! :)

cheers! XOXO.