current mode :
sedang berguling-guling di atas katil, blur2 dunno what to do + listening to Alyson Michalka - Someone to Fall Back On
A little recap on the song I'm listening into :
I am no prince,
I am no saint,
I am not anyone's wildest dreams,
But I will stand behind and be
Someone to fall back on..
You guys might be wondering why all the sudden I have so many entries in this very short time. haha~
Okey! let me tell ya!
I'm so free ( not free like 'free' - if you know what I mean). Actually, I don't know what to do; even though, I think there are so many stuffs can be done - watching movies, do some cleaning, sight seeing, eating, reading journals and so much more. SEE ?? so much right? but poor me, I 'm not really in the mood of doing that and I admit, I lose some appetite but still, with the same size. *sigh*
main reasons behind : uncertain. =(
I miss home badly and wanted to be home A.S.A.P.
- I just found out that my dear didie (aka my father) is sick. He was diagnosed with Bell's Palsy - temporary paralysis of facial muscles.
- I don't wanna miss the 100th days prayer of my deceased grandpa.
- I wanted to go and visit a friend.
- Saya homesick. =(
So now, I really hope that my short sem, is much shorter and that my LI - Latihan Industri is in Sabah.
I wanted to seek and search for anyone available at the moment to have a chat with me, just so to distract me from my restless mind and thinking.