Le Final Year

Today is 24th of May 2012 . It's 5.28 pm now. (Thank God, I'm not disorientated)

The so unproductive day for me - because I am so damn lazy. Lazy scale is 9.5 over 10. phew.!

Just because I'm a final year student, it doesn't  mean that I'm not allowed to be lazy. Kan?

So, the lazy day is today! Today.!  *Congratulations, Winnie. Today is your lazy day!*

Thesis finding's presentation - next week.

Case study manuscript - next week

Study week - The week after next week

Thesis soft bound submission - The week after next week

Wow! Quite a pack week before the final exam. Yay!

Oh, wait. haven't finish yet. I have Thesis Viva in the middle of my final exam. What a perfect combinations! :)

So, my apology - If I've ignored your phone calls or messages.
*Padahal, handphone memang sentiasa bobou pun.Haha*

There are lots of things to do in a very short time. Up to this stage, it's not the stress that I feel much but somehow, burn out seeing the workloads on my desk.

Itu baru workloads. Belum masuk lagi part packing stuff ,job searching and some matters that I need to settle before going back for good. Dei.

But, for sure, I am going to miss being a final year student. Despite all the workloads and stress that I've been through, final year is still a wonderful moment.

Being a final year student :

• You no longer need to attend any classes, except for 1 week in the early semester. That 1 week is just to refresh your knowledge about the clinical placement that you will be attending.
• No assignments! Weehuu!
• You'll finish clinical placement two weeks earlier than study week. More time for waking up without alarm! Haha!
• You'll have lots of dinner  to attend - just because you're a final year student and you don't want to miss it. Plus, it gives you more opportunity to  shop . until you drop. haha!
• You'll appreciate your sleep time, more and more!

See the wonders of being a final year student? 

(Minus the tiredness felt after clinical placement, case study searching and presentation, viva clinical exam, projects for department,waking up early and going back late, thesis, thesis and thesis) Yeay, right?? :)

Just a few more weeks , Winnie! Please bear with it! After this, you're going to have a long break. 

(Planning on a real holiday without FB and handphone. Will I be able to do that? Looking forward then.)

Sneek Peek to my messy desk! On your left, workloads that I need to finish. Sticking on the board, are all the important dates. phew.!:)

For all the final year students out there, hang on guys. Just a little bit more. Anyway, best of luck ya!

Take care, God Bless. :)

huh.

I have a lot of stories to tell. Starting from my psychiatry clinical viva exam, college's annual dinner and some inside story . duh! where to start.?

Just a quick one then ..

Psychiatry clinical viva exam - my patient on that time suddenly stand up and walk away in the middle of the interview session. huh! Tears were in my eyes already that I thought  will fail this exam. But, thank God, the second patient can cooperate till the end of the session. phew!

College's annual dinner - the theme is blue colour! ocean of happiness. Thanks to my personal 'tukang gaya' for helping me choosing the best attire and to get ready for the night (credits to room mates!) The dinner was great! The food, the place.! Great job committee member! * further information about this dinner, please drop by my FB wall to see the pictures*

Inside story -

One of my church's friend shared this homily about Erti Hidup di Dalam Kasih yang Sebenar. Wonderful! Strikes me right in the heart and mind about the issue 'jodoh'. People always says that 'Jodoh di tangan Tuhan' . Please read this line again and think whether it is appropriate for all situations or not. I was once believe that everything (jodoh) is in God's hand - before reading this. After reading the homily and  hearing some explanations from a friend, I come to realize, it's not in God's hand. It's in our own hand.Actually.

I don't mean to say that God is not involved at all. He still is , by guiding and showing us how, who and where. Ask and you shall be given the answer.

Yes, I haven't been in a relationship for years and I'm used to it. People came and walk out of my life in which some I felt the impact given and some, I removed them. I know, it sounds somehow harsh but I can't help it. I've tried to be super nice, being empathy and all that but still being harsh is the method that I chose.

Honestly saying, I don't even  know where my heart stands - either still mourning, hesitant to move on, still attached,  traumatised or picky.

My deepest apology to those, whom I removed and soon to be removed. I have my reasons to do so.

May

It's May already! and just like I've mentioned in my previous entry, there's still got little time before I finish my study and graduated ! * Amen*

Well, in that case, my work loads - phewww!.

Psychiatry viva exam - thesis findings presentation - case study manuscript submission - final exams - thesis viva - thesis submission

wow!

that is just the academic part. I have another few stuffs and commitment to be worried about ..

my things/property here - books, clothes etc.  How to ship them back to Sabah? I wish you could swim your own way back to Sabah. Punya bagus begitu kan.

gawai kaamatan event later in our church. worried about how it was going to be. 

finding jobs! huhu. I so wanna find job back in Sabah and I am extremely hoping that I could find at least one there. Been away from home for too long and now I just wish to be much closer to my loved ones.

Despite all the busy-ness I had and will have, May is still a great month.

It's a month for aramai-ti! Kiihoooi! - kaamatan, weddings and etc. too bad. won't be around for all these events.

Mother's day, Teacher's day and Mummy's birthday - I love you mummy! :)

Dinners , dinners and dinners - got a lot dinner event to attend to. maklum la kalau final year ni, semua dinner pun mau attend. kunun. But then, I haven't shop for the right attire. duh!

Ex-boyfie punya birthday - haha! just kidding.

Anyway, I hope you guys have a wonderful May ! ( same goes to me also, hehe)

Take care and God bless! XOXO.

Good bye April, Hello May

Good bye April, Hello May!

Few hours from now, May is coming.

Time flies damns fast, aite? May is around the corner, meaning to say, got 2 more months to go before I finished my study! * Amen*

For sure, I'm gonna miss the student's life but as for now, I am looking forward to my graduation day. :)

I'm still in the midst of clinical placement and thesis making. Ho Ho. Pray that I'll be able to finish all this within the time expected. *Amen*

Anyway, Happy Holiday everyone ( Labour's Day tomorrow!). Have a great one! God bless u, XOXO.

Ya, please be good to me. :)

Sudden randomness.

I managed to get through the first week of Psychiatric clinical posting. Thank God! It was awesome. My first week was actually Community and Job Placement. So, most of the time spent outdoor! Weehuu ! Who doesn't like outing, right?

I should get and should start doing my case study now. BUT, PITY ME. I haven't got any real case study that I want to present. *sigh* :(  I have one from the job placement, but the information is not enough. I managed to interview another one but due to time  constraint, no assessments are done.

So, Z-E-R-O lah! huhu.

And let me make it worse, I'm the only one left with no real case study. Yay. Macam mana laini??

Trying to make myself happy and feel much better, I started preparing empty slides, fill with tables and slides with title.   *In mind : Nanti kalau suda ada case study, tinggal kasi masuk tu information seja.*

Brilliant strategy, isn't it?? * Big applause for myself, haha!*

OK! enough with that.

I went for the Sick and Elderly Mass today. 

My prayers are with you, the people who are suffering from their illnesses and for the elderly. May the Lord shower you with His abundant blessings that you may be healed from the sickness and be comforted with his Love. Amen.

I haven't seen this aunty who used to be the patient that I attend back in HKL for so long and tonight I get to see her. I guess, it does feel good  when someone notice your presence. Hee. Just a random  thought on that one.

I'm going for a short trip this weekend. Real short one. Pray for my safety? Amen.

Happy Weekend everyone! :)

10 ways to love :)

1. LISTEN without interrupting. (Proverbs 18)

2. SPEAK without accusing. ( James 1:19)

3. GIVE without sparing. ( Proverbs 21:26)

4. PRAY without ceasing. ( Colossians 1:9)

5. ANSWER without arguing. ( Proverbs 17:1)

6. SHARE without pretending. (Ephesians 4 :15)

7. ENJOY without complaint. ( Philippians 2 : 14)

8. TRUST without wavering. ( Corinthian 13:7)

9. FORGIVE without punishing. ( Colossians 3 : 13)

10. PROMISE without forgetting. ( Proverbs 13 : 12)

They are just kids!

Hello!

It's been, mmmhm. Almost a month, not being able to share my inside story. My deep apology. I am extremely busy with my clinical posting - Paediatrics. 

Thank God, I managed to complete my Peads clinical posting . Thank you everyone, for your undying support and guidance. I couldn't have done it without you guys.

*Tutup buka mata, I've completed two areas of posting. Still left only one! Time flies fast, do they? Pheww.

1 month being in Peads setting ( to be exact, 15 days only. haha!) , taught me a lot . One thing that I'm really grateful is, I'm glad that I was born normal, I mean healthy in all aspects and grow up without any delay in my developmental milestones.

I'm not, seriously I am not looking down or having any negative views on these special children. 

It makes me think on how difficult it must be being the parents, with all the sacrifices done and stuffs.

Thank you mummy, thank you didie.! Still, it would be hard for both of you to raise me up kan? :)

Secondly, being patient. This is the  most essential part in dealing with them. Well, memang sudah nama dia budak-budak, macam-macam la gaya kan. Sabar ja lah! Hehe.

Thirdly, being creative. You need to be creative! Must be creative! On how you want to conduct the activity sessions so that they will not get bored easily.

Okay then, good night. :)