2019 inside story

This is truly once in a year thingy! 😁
Only get to blog almost at the end of the year and try to sum up everything.

But only manage to complete it by today, early January.

Let's start then!

January

Finding out I'm positive, so here came the morning sickness phase - loss appetite, nausea, dizzy and all that related. Instead of gaining weight, I lose them. Phew

Planned since last year but only manage to do it this month. ABC thanksgiving as 3 of us got married last year - me,Kiko and Lison.

JMC Annual Dinner - first time did a short musical drama performance. Haha. First time as well hire MUA but because of that, I missed like half of the dinner. Hmm


February

Entering 2nd trimester and gone all the morning sicknesses. Yeahhhh. Appetite increased a lot. I crave a lot as well - SR chocolate indulgence, travelling and sweet food. Haha

Aneys my Sumandaks has given birth to a baby boy. Visited her at Hospital Tuaran and seeing the surrounding there, I felt like want to deliver there as well. So peaceful.

March

Don't know why but this period, Easter loves to BBQ. Almost every weekend. Perhaps, that is his craving ? Haha

3rd antenatal review. Knowing that I have cyst in me, scares me. If it grows bigger and twisted, I'd be in great pain and that I need to deliver my baby through Caesar.

April

Still with the weekly BBQ. Haha. And one day in advance birthday celebration for Easter. Since he also suddenly crave for cheese cake (which he doesn't eat sweet thing actually).. so this was his birthday cake. Crepe cake from Cafe De Vie.

Took a long weekend AL. Planned to go Kundasang for a short vacation before deliver but no,vacation -ing  at home only.

Easter's accident on Easter night. Thank God he's okay although the car was not.

May

Gracy's dad passed away.

I dropped my Lenovo phone and it broken into pieces, the back one. Luckily, I did save a bit for a new phone. Not huawei, like I wanted to but better than nothing. Right?

Went to Big Bad Wolf. I sooo like it there, seeing the books. But, quite frustrated a bit as I didn't get to see my favourite author.

Simple birthday celebration for Mom.

Mom and Ronn to Philippine. Stay back at home then.

June

It's Raya and I suddenly crave for lemang. Haha, searched the whole Tuaran for it but everyone was off for the celebration. Finally, found it at KKIP. All the lemangs were fully booked but seeing my physical condition, the seller just gave me one. I mean, he sell it to me. 😉

Celebrating Father's day without the Wakau fathers. So, we just went to Odu Muilan and borrowed their father. Haha

A not so surprise baby shower by my colleagues. But still, thank you guys!

July

Slowly shopping for baby stuff as I'm in my 3rd trimester already. Time flies so fast.

Happy + nervous + worried

Still deciding where to deliver - JMC or HWKKS. Hihi.

Final course before on long leave - stroke workshop.

August

Hello Ashley Faith! Born on the 5th at 4.34 am, 2.72 kg.

Thank you Lord. Perhaps another blog for that delivery journey? Hehe

1st wedding anniversary!

August was a great month! Thank you Lord!

September

On going confinement period. Probably because I read too many post by Prof  Imelda, my confinement was not that strict as I've read and heard from people. I just ate whatever I want, wash my hair and not that compliant with the socks wearing.

Full moon Party for Ashley Faith. My first time hiring candy table deco. The perks of having a daughter I guess, I felt like trying this kind of stuff.

30 this year. I may not have everything that I wanted in life but I'm blessed beyond measure.

I think,I need to rethink again - the decision of being a housewife. I don't know why but frankly speaking, I do felt bored during my confinement. Probably because I delivered normal and I heal faster ?

The next day after the full moon party,  I went to church.  The following week, I attended my cousin's wedding.. and once in awhile, went out for laundry.

I upgraded myself; as in I joined Izliyah Kitchen team as agent. New commitment but surely it will be worth it.

Piano SOLD. Deep down, I don't want to. I thought of letting Fay to learn music as well but for now, need to let it go.

October

Back to work and missing Fay badly. I constantly ask mom or Easter to send me her picture.

I thought that I could chill in my first week of work but no. Splint cases, stroke workshop. Phew.


November

Still with my ongoing business. If you asked me,how much do I earn from this.. well, in term of money, not much yet. But, skills - a lot. I learned how to do marketing, approaching people, listening and watching motivational videos, and making a connection.

Biyuk got engaged! Our first time attending such engagement party as it's a mix culture.

Fay's Christening. We are sharing the same godmother, which is Anty B. Thank you Lord

Terry and Azmi's wedding. Finally. As usual, we the sumandaks as her bridesmaid. Fortunately, the tailor managed to do my dress on time but that was after I told her my white lies. Haha

December

Hectic month for me.

Starting off December with ABC gathering.

The next day flew to KL for a day trip. Short hand course. Well, I considered it a day. Flew from KK on Monday evening and back to KK on Tuesday night. Didn't even got a chance to window shopping. Haha

Back from KL, the following day in charge of JMC Christmas Party. Being the organizer, you didn't even get to eat the food buffet. By the time you want to go and eat, all gone. Taapun.

Thankfully, big boss belanjalah! Hehe

Month with full of gatherings and gift exchange.

Sumandak and Ekon gathering first time held outdoor. It was awesome.

JMC and last minute plan of UKM gathering at Upperstar Damai.I  finally got my hand mixer after putting it in my wishlist consecutively for  2 years. Hehe

Fay's first Christmas and she got a lot of present. I wish I can be kid again so that I got that gifts. Haha. Thanks to you, Fay has sufficient supply of #OOTD to wear.

Ranau for Pidil's wedding despite some issue behind it.

This year, I took a Christmas + new year leave. Got to spend my time with Fay and let her grandma take leave as well. Haha

New year eve celebration - biasher2 saja. Small last minute gathering with loved ones and got to see people's fireworks. Tumpang sekaki la katakan. Hahaha.


To sum up 2019.

I'm grateful being surrounded by supportive, caring and kind people.

Still with my job and financial issue but hopefully 2020 would be better.